A Morning Thought

This morning, my father bought a local newspaper which contained the announcement of Civil Servants recruitment held by my town. I haven't really count it but i reckon thousand or so people has become a new "public servants" at my province. Well, i don't know if i should congratulate or simply show an "i'm not impressed" reaction.

Everytime i see the name list, the first thing coming to my mind is "how much they pay for that position?", "Is it her mother or her uncle who has a connection?". Okay, call me cynical but i'm the one who has lost -almost all- of my trust for this country specifically for my government. But i also confused by people at this country (well, some of them but still a great number of 'em), why so proud giving a tons of money to be part of broken bureaucracy? What happened to "believe in my very own ability"? What happened to "working hard to gain succeed"? I'm concerned of how most people think this is the only way they can do for living.

I know several names at that list, and i think one or two of them really deserve the job because of their ability. But then again there are also people i know who got this job years ago and they were seem so sincere, a hard working people, honest, etc but ended have business with the court blah.. blah.. That's where my doubt coming from, the prospect of turning a good person into a sinner that my government has. This is like an evil machine without anyone knows how to turn this off. This is exactly why i don't want to be a civil employee, i really don't want to be a part of this. And i thanked god my parents raise me in a very fair circumstances, a father that giving example how to not bewitched by gold and fame, a mother who showed how to dedicate ourselves to a job we have. I'm a good girl and i'll never let anything change it. I'll accept the low payment which i get right now, and work hard to get acknowledgment later. because i believe in my self, i believe in justice, i believe in Allah SWT.

This, remind me why i love football in general. A footballer have to work hard and sacrificed everything when they were just a child. They can't fully enjoy their childhood like other kids did. Some of them had to live far from their families. They had to face a rejection, injuries, and low point to be a "somebody". And it is worth it. They later deserved of every penny they've earned and popularity they've got. Otherwise, when they're already at the top they still can't stop improving themselves in order to keep their position and being a professionals. And those value which infiltrate me the most, only if you work hard you'll get everything you deserve to. I would rather work hard than a shortcut. So, I'll keep improving my self, i'll keep learning, and i hope in the end i'll get recognition.

But to be fair, everyone has their own opinion and way of thinking. This is just my opinion and people can agree or disagree. I'm not saying there's no one left in our government who are really qualified (That's why i gave a try in a recruitment held by ministry of communication and information a while ago). I also believe that there's somebody out there who still has heart and principles, who appreciate capability and honesty. I'm not giving up and wishing someday my beloved country will run by good hearted people who also has skills.

I end this post with picture of two of many hardworking footballers whose life story is such a very good example for everyone. Two footballers from my favorite club. Two footballers who -rumours has it- are having internal conflicts which i think just a bullshit and rubbish that media and Real-haters made.

(In case you can't tell, this is el capitan of Spain and Portugal, Iker Casillas and Cristiano Ronaldo, from Real Madrid)

PS: Talking about country, i give my support for Indonesia National Team in AFF championship final!! buena suerte!

I LOVE YOU REAL MADRID

So, this still Tuesday.. The sky is still blue, the roses are still red etc..

Ok i lied. The sky is dark for all Madridista. I'm devastated. The last time i cried for football was in the World Cup final (tears of joy of course). This game, this game.. was so %$#$#*%.. From the beginning everything went so wrong, a shaky start, an early goal (or goals?), a poor defense. But whatever, i'll knock my head to the wall to amnesia this game from my head anyway..

Now let's talk about Sergio's behavior. I don't approve. I can't approve. Sergio shouldn't slapped his NT Teammates (even tho i know they talk shit to him bla..bla..), but really Sergio? That was Puyi! That was Xavi!! I hope he calls them later so there won't be a misunderstanding.

I bet people won't get over this for a week (or month, or forever?). Whatever is going to happen, whatever people will say, whatever, whatever, whatever.. I just wanna say I LOVE YOU REAL MADRID. And i'm proud to be a Merengue. We'll get it together! We will take the top of table ASAP!! To end this, i'll put one of my fave pic from one of my fave tumblr Jose's Blackbook.




PS: I told before i wanna be a cule, but after 5 months trying i found that i just can't. I know they're good (and my 8 spaniards are there) but i'm too WHITE to be a blue red.. Thanks god.

A Morning Conversation

So, i gotta make this quick because i'm posting from my office.

My Alter Ego (MAE): Oh, wait what? OFFICE? Whose office?
Me: Yes, MY NEW OFFICE!
MAE: Didn't you just said that you're not in a rush to get a job or something?
Me: Well, yes but my first interview has brought me to a new hectic office life. I can't refuse it even though i want to!
MAE: Now, what we have to do with our heavenly jobless life? 24hours internet? Sleeping? Football?
Me: You really have no idea how i hate this idea! but this is life! You want your Real Madrid jersey rite? A high quality night cream? Money saving for your dream? You want to continue your study? How can we make it if we still keeping our ass on that comfort zone? NEVER! So, you better go with me and stop whining like a baby!
MAE: Uhm.. relax girl! You scares me! Ok, whatever you want i can't refuse it! How can i? But i'll still warn you once in a while how good it is to be home 7 day per week! I'm off!

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MAE: (turning back) ....and i'm so excited with tonight's Derby, aren't you?
Me: Me too baby, off course i am! I'll see you tonight!

Enjoying Life

You know i'm practically jobless now, but to tell you the truth i'm so happy being like this.. I don't feel like in a rush to get job fast just like i felt at my last year in college. I love being at home, watch TV, sleep all day, go online, cook a bit, watch football match in the midnight, clean the house (when i want to) and watch movies that i rent while most people working from 8 to 5 and sleeping already above 10pm. Hahahahaha.. (evil's laugh)

Life's keep running everyday, at one point i know i will join those people (the working people) and i believe i will also enjoy it. But right now, this rare chance got to be treat like how it supposed to be..

Cheers
:D

The wrestling of Bahasa and English

A friend of mine tweeted me yesterday, she said she wanted to read my blog but since almost all my post written in English, she became dizzy. This, make me think, at the beginning of this blog i wrote my post in Bahasa then i decided to wrote it in English with some reasons:

1. My English isn't so good (as you can see), so i needed a place where i can practice my English. By writing in English, i can learn how to arrange words and re-read it sometimes to spot on some mistakes. It helps me a lot, because here in my country especially in my city, talking with others in English is still considered as an awkward gesture.

2. Writing my thoughts in English is easier. I don't know why but write it in Bahasa makes me shy, it feels too straightforward. Don't get me wrong, i didn't mean i am not proud of my own language but there's so many kind of "Bahasa tulis" here in indonesia. It confuses me, because i don't want to write in "bahasa alay", i don't like mixing Bahasa with English, and don't like a formal Bahasa type either.

3. By looking at my blog traffic, it looks like there are some people from other countries visited my blog. (Really thank you whoever you are.. :)) I want to make this blog more universal, so more people from all over the world would come here and read my thoughts.

Now after my friend mentioned it, i think i need to write more in Bahasa so my friends won't get confuse anymore when they visiting my page. Or i could just put a translator in my page.

Or what?

:/

PS: I still need time for posting the "graduation day" post. Uploading some photos with this modem really need a big effort and patience. *sigh

Big Smile Teaser

...with papa and sister behind.




Updates coming soon..
with stories and more pictures..

Do wait!

hehehe..

A real champions never affraid of losing!

Ok, i think i need to make a special post about tonight's game before any Media releases such a bombastic headlines. You know something like "Juara Dunia dipermalukan Argentina dengan skor telak" or "Pukulan keras bagi Spanyol sang Juara Dunia" bla..bla.. Yes, we lost against Argentina with 4-1 score! To tell the truth i kinda disappointed. But, in the other hand there are some factors which made it happen. And i chose to accept this as a lesson for us to face another stage in our footballing-life.

(thank you for a goal from Fernando Llorente)

Beside the external reasons such as we played at El Monumental Argentina where the crowd full with blue-white supporters. Or because we faced "a better Argentina National Team" where there are some great comebacks like Zanetti, Cambiasso, D'Alessandro completing Masch, Tevez, Higuain, Di Maria and of course the world's best player Messi. It is also obvious that VDB wanted to try another formation and make sure that the team won't depend too much to Xavi or Iker or Ramos..

(It reminds me about El-Clasicco)

(i love the red tie)

I believe it was a good decision for the team, i mean we can't do a trial strategy in a "serious" even like Eurocopa Qualifying match, right? And i agree with RCTI commentator Tommy Welly who said that it is a good psychological warning for the team so they could recharge they winning desire and keeping their feet on the ground. I know that 4 goal is too much for a big team like ours but the ball still round, so..

I don't know how exactly the boys feeling right now but i'm sure they know what to do next time. This team consist of people who has, not only great footballing skill but also own a great personality. They wouldn't blame anyone and won't mourn this longer than 10 seconds after the whistle blew. Well, above all it's so good to know that 3 of 4 Argentine goalscorer are play for Spanish club, no? :) It means Spain has a contribution of maturing the Argentine players even though they have to strive against Spain it self.

(Lucky Pipita didn't have to face Iker)

Rise and Shine La Roja! We're here to support you whatever it takes. Consider this not as a failure but a stepping stone to make another history!

Looove you with all my heart..


PS: Poor Pepe Reina, i hope he's fine! :(

Historia de Agosto

Hello World!!

Aaahh it is so relief to be back here. It feels like years i didn't showed up with a new post, no? There are some important notes that i am going to share.

one. Finally, I've obtained my bachelor's degree in Communication Studies. Now, i got a title behind my name, Yesi Rizki Amelia, S.I.Kom (Yay!). It was at Aug 27th 2010, the day i had my comprehensive exam. I must say that i had through a really bad times struggling for the title (big sigh). It was so exhausting both physically and mentally, depressing, and sometimes annoying. Well, it's a long story but ended nicely. All i want to say is God is always been really kind to me. Alhamdulillah. :)

two. It sucks how the bureaucracy at my college make me even depressed when i thought i've reached my limit. Too many form to be filled, too many things to be paid. Yes, i'm officially bankrupt (and so are my parent)!!! But after all, I will have the graduation ceremony at Sept 22nd 2010.

three. I regret my attainment in Ramadhan month of this year. You know i would blame the "skripsi distraction", but it should not be an excuse right? So, i beg you Allah SWT, let me meet Ramadhan next year..

four. There is one thing that still can cheered me up when i was in those "bad times". Yeah football, not really hard to guess, huh? ;p. Big thanks for my fav football-related-blogger Unamadridista for both her La Roja blog and Madrid blog. No matter how busy i was, i always took time for reading her posts. Great pleasure.

five. I can't tell how happy i am for the fact that Spain NT won their first Euro Qualifying match! They've beaten Liechtenstein 4-0 with goals by Fernando Torres, David Villa, and David Silva. I am especially very happy and proud of Nando's two goals. El Nino is back!!! :D

six. Besides the good news of number five above, i'm so disappointed of my self. I still can't believe that i MISSED the match. Simply because i fell asleep. :( But tomorrow at 04.00 AM (Indonesia time) Spain will be facing Argentina for a friendly. Yes! Yes! Yes! I have a chance to redeem my disappointment. Somebody please just slap me right away if i (again) fall asleep.

seven. I want to get a job as fast as i can!! Because my internet connection is sucks and i want my old "modem" back! This new CDMA wireless won't bring me any good. I can't even enclose some photos at this post. Fail.


Catch ya latter.

Trouble Sleeping

Based on my latest posts, maybe some of you would start thinking that my blog has turn out to be a football blog or something.. But no, at least not yet. Or never be. I don't know.

So, how is life? Here, i still got "souvenir" from the World Cup. Too bad it is not a good one. Yeah i got trouble sleeping and my entire daily schedule has changed drastically. !_!
- First week after WC --> couldn't sleep before 3 AM
- Week 2 after WC --> still the same with the first one
- Week 3 after WC until now --> always sleep at 1 AM

Actually i love being insomniac, i think it's the best way of meditation and to get to know better of my own self. The quietness, peacefulness, and everything that you could not get at day time is priceless. Or not.. because apparently i had to pay it with almost all of my productive time. I can barely open my eyes between 6AM-12PM after having those meditation-at-midnight! Horrible! And now, my target will be sleeping between 10-11PM everyday and waking up at 5AM. Deséame suerte!

Well, i dont know what to say anymore because there's no much things happen if you've spent all day long with your eyes closed. Nothing but some nightmare (or daymare?) Whatever. So, i'll give you two adorable photos to cure your disappointment of reading this odd post. She has a very gorgeous eyes, no?

My Brain gone Red

You know, it''s just four days after Iker Casillas lifted up the World Cup as the end of South Africa's Event but i can't literally describe how i missed my boys :'(. I keep tracking their celebration news on TV, newspapers and internet but i still feel losing. I really want to see them playing. Huhu... T_T

Iker lifting up the World Cup

The Goal Scorer also lifting it up

Well, i think i better be more patient till that time comes up because i'm sure that NT won't play any game near time. I'm looking forward for a new season of La liga (as a new Barca supporter ;p) and Premier League (because of Cesc of course). I'm also excited for any international championship like Champions League and others. Ah, can't wait, can't wait!!

Another story, two days before, when i was googling news about NT, i found a very interesting and heartwarming blog about them. I'm so lucky to found this site because it's a place for die hard Spain NT fans, just like me. I still don't know who owns this blog but from what i've read i knew that it's a woman. She also a Spaniard who (maybe) live in Spain. One more thing, she's a Real Madrid supporter, that why (i think) she calls her self as UNAMADRIDISTA.

The blog is so SPAIN, i mean almost everything we must know about the Spanish Players were there. Unamadridista is so nice giving her time translating news from Spanish to English since i have no idea about Spanish at all. I also love her point of view and writing style. I can easily conclude that she is a true fan of the boys. One of my favourite line from her which is exactly the same with me is when She said that she loves the team so much because they're all love each other so much :'). Enough said, i'm already tear up.

I thanked her for every news, Q&As, secrets, videos, and pictures about Spain NT. It means a lot for me. You make me feel closer with the guys and love them even more and more :). But i just feel sorry that i didn't found this site earlier. It would have been fun reading those posts during the World Cup. At that time i just read anything from FIFA.com which is also great but in different way. The FIFA one is more formal i think.

I also found from the blog that after the Eurocopa 2008 there's a book that has been published about the team. The title is "Los Secretos de La Roja". I want so badly to have one, but since it's in Spanish and i'm sure that the book don't exist in Indonesia, i'm once again grateful that Unamadridista has translated some parts of the book into English and make it posible for me to read.

(Pict from here)

Reading from my local newspaper, Spain and Portugal are going to bid together for being 2018 World Cup host. If that really happen i will start saving Rupiahs immediately so i can fly to Spain that time. Anyone knows how much i have to prepare for it?

Oh yes, i haven't got chance to tell you the story about that Final night between Spain and Netherland. It was a craziest night ever for me. I couldn't stop trembling at my chair waiting for miracle that somebody might score a goal. I Prayed all the times wishing my team could win the game. I fully believed at them but everything could be happened. So, when Andres Iniesta scored that freakin' awesome goal I cried so loud and almost fainted. Thank's to God i was still concious so i could watched the celebration after the game. I can'n tell you how happy i was (and i still am). It make some random thought suddenly came to me: "If i can be as happy as today (July 12 2010) in my wedding day , i know i really in love with my husband." LOL! Silly but true.. But i don't know, can i be happier?? Let's wait and see..

Cheers.

PS: For Unamadridista (if you read this) i want to thanked you so much for what you've done for your reader. I hope you won't stop doing that. I'm addicted to your blog already :D.
Vamos Espana!!

What happened in Johannesburg

My Team ESPANA, LA FURIA ROJA, THE RED FURY, SPAIN won the FIFA World Cup 2010 South Africa!!!! I think this is one of the best moment in my life. I couldn't help my self to cry. :') Oh, i love you Casillas, Puyol, Ramos, Capdevilla, Pique, Busquets, Xabi, Xavi, Iniesta, Villa, Pedro, Cesc, Torres, Navas, and all the squad.. You all make our dream come true.. :D

2010 FIFA WORLD CUP SOUTH AFRICA

CHAMPION

*bighug

See Football Through My Eyes

I think it's time for me to write this. About a deep relationship between me and football.. Practically, right now almost 6 billion people in the world put their attention to an once in four years event. Yes, it's 2010 FIFA World Cup South Africa. 32 nations compete to fought over a prestigious title: A World Champion.

Until the 8th of July the group match, the round of 16, the quarter-finals, and semi-finals had done. Now, everyone is looking forward to the final match in Soccer City Stadium, Johannesburg on July, 12th 2010 (GMT +7). The match will confront two top football country in Europe, the Oranje Team Netherland, and La Furia Roja, European Champion 2008, Spain. Both, never won a single World Cup champion title before.

Like I've said in my previous post before, I'm a huge fan of Spain national team. And their attainment so far, succesfully put me in mixed emotional feelings. Happy, proud, excited, nervous, stunned.. ooh beyond words.. I have a long history and memory with Spain. In the very beginning of my anxiety to football I was a Germans supporter. Yeah it was in World cup 2002 Korea/Japan and the Germany beated Saudi Arabia with 11-0. What a score!! It was make them loveable right? ;p Well, from there, I decided to support Deutschland including their package; Klose, Ballack, Oliver Khan etc.

But somehow this Korea/Japan event make me really really fall in love with football. After the World Cup 2002 I demand more games, I wanted to see more, I wanted to learn more. So, I started watch the leagues in Europe. I watched Bundesliga, Premiere League, Serie A and La Liga. Not to long, I found my favourite team, my heart has choosen Real Madrid as my first and forever favourite football club in the world.

Some people said, girls only likes the charming view and some shirtless scene from football. Well, I won't say i'm not one of those girls, but I think my grade is one step higher than them. I admit that handsome guys with their delicious body running in the field for 90 minutes are very hard to resist. But for me the art of football, the goals, the tactics, the moves, the saves, the celebration of goals are things that attrack me the most. Football is beautiful.

So, back to Spain. After put all my heart to Real Madrid and of course their charming captain Raul Gonzalez, I began support Spain in every international matches. They played well but haven't got chance to won any big competition such as Euro 2004 and World Cup 2006. But it was all about time, they have a really competitive league and some Spanish club like Real Madrid, Barcelona, and Valencia have won so many international championship. They have come to the golden era of Spanish football. With a mixing of experienced and young players, they got the best players in every position. The goalkeeper; Iker Casillas, defender; Carles Puyol, Sergio Ramos, and Carlos Marchena, midfielder; Xavi, Iniesta, Fabregas, Xabi Alonso, and duet striker; Fernando Torres & David Villa. They finally won the Austria/Switzerland Euro 2008 by defeat Germany 1-0 at final. Raul maybe has come to his end of national team career, but Raul is just one of my reasons for supporting Spain. The team is perfect right now, they play art in the field. And if you haven't noticed, they're one of the most fair play team in the world.

Now in South Africa, the winning team of Euro 2008 has back. The great captain Iker Casillas who always did a wonderful saves. Carles Puyol the very tough defender. Sergio Ramos the super energetic wing back. The master of midfield, Andres Iniesta, Xavi Hernandez, Cesc Fabregas and Xabi Alonso. Apparently the team become better and better with the existance of Gerard Pique, Sergio Busquets and Joan Capdevilla. Oh, and don't forget about the super benches David Silva, Fernando Llorente, Juan Manuel Mata, Jesus Navas and Pedro (well, Pedro i regret your selfish action last night! Please don't do that again!). My team has a very wonderful ingredients and well cooked by coach Vicente delBosque.

Last night Spain has beated Germany (again) in semifinal World cup 2010 with 1-0 score (again). Carles puyol header has bring Spain to final match for the first time after the 12th time participation. I tell you a secret: I cried when Puyol tear the Germans goal post :D. Now, i put all my hope to this final match. I pray for you my team, I believe we can win the final game. But even though we're not destinied to hold the Cup yet, I still proud of you and will be your fan forever.

With all my heart.

:')

PS: I started to love Barcelona FC because half of Spanish player are there. Funny, because Real Madrid and Barcelona have always been a rival. But for me they're one. Hehe.. :p

Don't poke me, i got chicken pox!!!

Ya benar, gw rasa gw kena cacar. Gw belum cek dokter karena 3 dokter yg gw datangi hari ini semuanya tutup. Tapi udah ada beberapa bentol berisi air menjijikan di sekitar leher, perut, lengan, dan punggung. -__-! Padahal gw udah berusaha banget biar daya tahan tubuh gw gak lemah supaya gk tertular virus Varicella-Zoster dari penderita cacar sebelumnya (baca:kakak dan adek gw). Ternyataaa.. kena juga.

Penyebabnya pasti gara-gara gw maksain banget begadang nonton pertandingan-pertandingan di WC2010. Puncaknya Spanyol Vs Chile kemarin malam.. Bangun tidur badan panas, sendi2 linu, dan baa malemnya bintik2 muncul. Well, i'm not gonna blame anyone. Ini penyakit yang gampang bgt menular dan hampir pasti diderita semua manusia. Dari artikel2 yg gw baca di internet katanya kita gk boleh stress, karena akan memperparah timbulnya cacar. Ya sudahlah, welcome chickpox jangan lama2 yaa di tubuhku.. :D

xoxo

Gratitude is the best attitude

Hi! it's been a while..

So, what's up? I hope you all doing great.

You know what? I'm kinda happy this week. No, i haven't graduated yet! Still working on it, but with more spirit!! From where did the spirit come? Well, i don't know, maybe it's because i had my haircut so i can stop dealing with my hairfall :D. Or it's because World Cup 2010 has been started! (oh, excited!). And maybe because i've done the validity and reliability test (the pretest for the questionaire). Yes, three of them i guess.. hehe.. What is clear is that i made a progression about my minithesis. It's such a relief. Thank you God. :) Mmm Okay, stop talking about this boring college stuff. I've talked about this so much with my friends in college and at Facebook or Twitter. So, i've got enough.

Talking about Twitter, i think i started to be addicted to this social networking site. Ha! I can't live without tweeting, replying, retweeting, reading the Timeline and stuff. Well, i'm not saying it's good or bad. There's always two side in everything. Yes or no, agree or disagree, like or dislike, Tom or Jerry, team Jacob or team Edward (OMG,i can't believe i type this!!), and tweeting or not tweeting. See? All i know is right now i'm enjoying this and i'm having fun.

Duileee gaya bgt deh mas-mas sekalian! ;)
(pict from here)

But the problem is some people or, i must say, most people (including me) tend to do a bad human habit in Twitter. It's called COMPLAINING. I know, i know, people complains everywhere, everytime, not only at Twitter or other social networking sites. I don't wanna preaching here by saying that it's a bad habit and we should stop whatsoever. What i'll tell you is it's so hard to avoid this. So, i'm trying to make a balance of my life. I made a new moval. I started tweet about "3 good things of the day" everyday before i go to sleep. What is it about? It can be anything that you feel really made your day. Such as meet an old friend, finished reading a good book, found a very constructive quotation, bought something that you like, or eat melon (yeah i tweet this! it felt good for me). By this, i hope i never forgot that God always give me something different everyday which should be appreciated with thankfulness. By this, i hope i always remember that grant from above is not always shaped as a big number of money or winning a trip from a lottery. It can also showed as a trifle unnecessary things that come to my life. It's not a big thing actually, but at least i feel good about this. I will continue doing 3GToTD (3 good things of the day) until there's no more left to be thanked or in another word: never. Heehehe..

"Who does not thank for little will not thank for much." ~Estonian Proverb

Well, enough for today. Be good people.
xoxo

PS: I'm all for Spain in WC2010. Go Spain! Go Spain! Go! Go! Go!

It's a Graphity that painted in a wall near to my house. I like it.



and..

My Valedictory

Hi people..

I'm not in the mood of writing.
My current mood is: sad. :'(

I'm not ready to tell you why,
but this Duffy song more or less can explain what i fell rite now..

I'm Scared
by Duffy

The blank pages of my diary
That I haven't touched since you left me
The closed blinds in my home
See no light or day
Dust gathers on my stereo
Cause I can't bare to hear the radio
The piano sits in a shaded space
With a picture of your face

I'm scared to face another day
Coz' the fear in me just won't go away
In an instance
You were gone
And now I'm scared.

Coffee stains on your favourite book
Remind me of you so I can't take a look
The magazines you left on the floor
You won't need them anymore
A towel left hanging on the wall
No sign of wet footsteps in the hall
There's no smell of your sweet cologne
I'm lying here alone

I'm scared to face another day
Coz' the fear in me just won't go away
In an instance
You were gone
And now I'm scared.

I'm scared to face another day
Coz' the fear in me just won't go away
In an instance
You were gone
And now I'm scared.

In an instance you were gone
I'm scared.....

Hope i can say goodbye to sadness ASAP..
bye.

Breaking News: It is a BREAKUP!

Gak tau ya, kalau kalian baca post gw kali ini pasti bakal mikir: 'duh gk penting bgt si'( emang post2 sebelumnya ada yang penting gt? ;p). Tapi ini penting, buat gw setidaknya. Well, gw baru denger kalau Raditya Dika dan Sherina putus. Huhuhu hatiku pecah berkeping2 (lebay deh lo!). Sebenarnya sih gw udah nebak dari pas gw baca twit si radit yang isinya:

"The more breakups u have, the more u question the universe: is there such thing as "love"
4:38 AM May 11th via UberTwitter"

Setelah gw baca twit itu gw langsung buka profile page dia dong dan ternyata background twitternya udah gak yg gendong-gendongan itu lagi, diganti dengan radit sendirian masih dengan kostum yg sama. Seolah-olah melambangkan mereka lagi main berdua terus Sherinanya pergi meninggalkan Radit sendirian dengan tampang bingungnya. Uh uh uh.. Gw coba buka twitter Sherina dan background dia pun sudah berubah. Dari situ gw nyimpulin sendiri kalau mereka udah putus. Gw googling dan belum ada berita tentang mereka putus. Berita-berita terakhirnya masih tentang website Radit di-hack. Saat itu gw masih berharap gw cuma salah tebak. Tapi setelah itu muncul twit lain dari Sherina terus berita2 di infotainment. Dan akhirnya post di website Radit. :'(

Mereka yang putus kok gw yg sedih? Gk tau ya, tapi gw emang suka sama Radit dan gw juga suka sama Sherina. And i love to see them together. Menurut gw mereka pasangan yang gak biasa dan mereka berdua punya kepribadian yang gak biasa juga. Two great personalities meet each other would makes a great relationship, isn't it? Tapi ternyata tidak. Gw belajar banyak dari ini.

Well, Raditya Dika if you read this, i just want you to know that someday you'll find "the one". And you too Sherina... :)


PS: Tidak ada maksud apapun dalam pembuatan post ini selain menunjukkan kesedihan saya atas berpisahnya dua orang favorit saya. hehe..

Govern-nuts

Everytime i watch news on tv i always think about this: 'will they ever stop?'

Will the media stop broadcast those news? or will the news maker stop making the news? I don't know. All i know is as long as people still breathing they won't stop doing whatever they doing right now. Violence, terrorism, corruption, war, scandal, pretence, anarchy....... ooh i'm tired.. we're tired...


Quote of the day:

Giving money and power to government is like giving whiskey and car keys to teenage boys. ~P.J. O'Rourke

versus

We are imperfect. We cannot expect perfect government. ~William Howard Taft

Well, you decide!
Happy thursday!
xoxo

Lucky 55

Yesterday (11-05-2010) was my daddy's 55th birthday. Yeah, he was born in 1955 and now he's 55 years old. What a number right? My sister had bought a cake the day before. So, at 12.30 am my sister waken me up. We lighten up the 5 and 5 candles then we sang "Selamat Ulang Tahun" song beside his bed. At first he didn't notice what really happened but after he got all of his consciousness, he started to look surprised. Well, the night ended with chocolate clinging at everyone's teeth.. hehehe..

So, i just wanna say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA.

I HOPE AT YOUR 55th YEAR IN THIS WORLD YOU WILL BE ABLE TO REACH YOUR BIGGEST DREAM.

ACCOMPLISH THE 5th ISLAM PILLAR.

HAJ PILGRIMAGE TO BAITULLAH

INSYAALLAH

I love you more than you know.

Zoom Zone

Holla...

Here is some photos of me wearing the Peacock Necklace.
I like it so much though it's a bit heavy. Hihihi..





Have a great day!

All is in your head

Whether you think you can or think you can't - you are right. ~Henry Ford

WINNER

Remember this Peacock Necklace??


Yeah the one from Evitanuh giveaway. You know what? I won.

Hahahahahahhaahahahaa...
I can't tell you how happy i am. I know it is just a necklace, not a car or a billion rupiahs money. But for me it is not just a necklace. I've never won anything from a competition before. Not from a magazine quizzes nor any kind of lottery. Pathetic i know. Blame my unfortunate hand. Haha..

Moreover there's so many people who wanted this necklace too and they do have a very good webpage. So, when the first time i read my blog's name on the list of the winner.. ohh.. I kinda shocked and you won't believe this: i clapped my hand. Yeah i clapped. hahaha

Well however thank you again and again Evita. This thing, which is even haven't arrived at my house, really meant for me. :)

PS: still don't believe that i am the winner? Check here.. hahahhaahahha...

A grasshopper at a damaged soil

I found this Photoshop-ing video at youtube. I like it, at least it can reduce my envy-meter at Leighton.. hehe
Please click here to watch..

I have a new wish. A wondershoe baby. Hope i could afford it next month. *Finger crossed.

Well, have a good day and Selamat Hari Kartini..

Thank you Ibu Kartini

PS: Enjoy your Hari Kartini discount at Ancol.. Click here. xoxo

I Want This!

Hey, i have a good news! One of my favorite blogger, evitanuh, is MAKING A GIVEAWAY !! Yeah, one more time A GIVEAWAY! And i'm already fall in love with the Leaf Bracelet, Mango delirium EDT, and also the Peacock necklace.

Pretty Leaf Bangle

Mango EDT

Peacock Necklace

Actually i also like her purple shoes but it wasn't come in my size, so i'm about to choose one of the three above. And guess what? i'm really confuse. I mean the stuffs are uber cute! How can i choose??

Before i choose, i will tell you about this little bloggirl. I'm a newcomer in the blogworld and she is one of people who inspiring me to do blogging. She is an eleven years old girl with a very good taste in fashion. But not just that, i also adore her thought. By reading her blog i can see that she is a good girl who really loves her family. I haven't even meet her but i can feel it :). Oh yeah, and i must say your English is so good Evita. I envy you for this. hehe.. :p. So, thank you Evita for being such an adorable and inspiring blogger for me. And i will be happier if you give me the PEACOCK NECKLACE. :) :) :) :)



Yeah people, that's it. I've choose the necklace. If you want to have one of her gift please visit her post about this. And make sure you follow the rules. Happy choosing!! :)

Welcoming Another Monday.

Instead of complaining that the rosebush is full of thorns, be happy that the thorn bush has roses. ~Proverb

See anything bad from the opposites, and you're going to love your life.
Happy Monday.

It's Easy to be A Genius

Hello people out there! How's your weekend? I hope nothing but splendid time you've got :). Well, i think i'm gonna tell you mine. At friday night my boyfriend picked me up and brought me to Rosemary steak. Ooh, so happy. Yeah, i was lying on my bed and thought nothing i could do but sleep. But then he called and asked me if i want to go out with him. And i said yes, of course!! It was pretty romantic, but something bothered me that night. Before i tell you what, i want to ask you. Have you ever visit a steak restaurant? Do you know how to make steak? If you do, i know you're understand that making steak will take a quite long time. And what was bothering me? It's about a man who didn't have enough patient to wait until his steak order came. Well, he was leave. And it might not be a minute after he left, the meat is ready to dine off. I mean don't you see? It was cruel. That man should learn about manner and how to treat people well.

I'm not saying this kind of situation never came to me before. Sometimes i really disappointed about service at some restaurant or cafe. But i should really considering some factors. Maybe the place is really crowded, too much visitors less waiters. Or maybe, just like i said, it take a long time to cook the food-stuff. I hope whoever you are man-at-Rosemary you would notice this: Patience is the ability to count down before you blast off. So, next time you feel that you're going to mad and throwing abusive words to innocent people. Take a deep breathe and count to ten. And you'll be a genius!
Because Genius is nothing but a great aptitude for patience. ~George-Louis de Buffon

Let's talk about another thing. I got diarhea last night and i know it hasn't finished. My belly still feels like turbulent or so. And i don't know what causes this. My guess?? my last lunch responsible for this. Well, enjoy your sunday people.. :)

Ps: this is the photo of me and Ibas with some touch from picnik. Enjoy..

With old dirty mirror..










some roomance

WOW! I'm in love!

Yes, i am in love with my legs. Muahahaa..

Yesterday i woke up in the morning. I opened my cupboard door which has a giant mirror at its side. And i said: "DAMN! that is beautiful". I meant my legs look so skinny and sexy. hahaahaha.. I don't mean to look so proud of my self, but i'm a kind of big-bones-girl plus sort of klemer-klemer-girl whose body always look like a big old tree. So, i was kinda surprise when i saw my self in the mirror that morning (especially at the feet).

Actually, the decreasing size of my feet didn't happen like a magic. It is happened because of my hard work. I am exercising 3-4 times a week. I'm doing aerobic and belly dance. So i can say that i'm deserves those sexy-skinny-legs. hehehe..Ehm, but i must tell you people not to expect a super model legs. My legs still big (my bones can't shrink like a cloth). I'm really happy just because it is CHANGE into a better shape. So far it's enough, at least for me. :)

By the way me and my forever-cute-little-nephew did a photo session this morning at my room. We had fun! I'll post the photo latter.
Bye for now, and happy April Foolish Day! Watch out! :D


Eh, one more thing. I just wanna say i'm really excited for welcoming April because i have some fashion projects this month. big smile!!!