A whole new life..

June 30th, 2012.

Let the new life, begin!!

:)

Right On Time

 "Eci, If I let you live in Jakarta, will you follow my rules?"

Right after I had left every decision to my creator through my future husband. Right when there's only resignation left inside my heart.

My previous post should have been a farewell, a goodbye to my childhood dream, but apparently God has another plan on me. And to double it, God gives me a better plan (insyaallah).

We're engaged now and I'm more than excited to start a new life with him.

Alhamdulillah.

(Love the sunshine effect <3 )

A farewell, maybe.

Some dreams are just too good to be true.

There is this ocean called heart, have you heard?

Never depends on someone else for your happiness because nobody is responsible for your happiness. People are exist in your life just to give some colors. People come and go, they hurt you and love you, they give you good times and bad times. We shouldn't ask them to guarantee our own happiness 24/7 because they can't. Nobody capable of that, neither do I. If I keep waiting for someone to give me happiness then I could live unhappy everyday for what they've done to me. At the end of the day, I just have to crawl back to my heart where unlimited happiness waiting to be perceived.

Guess I just have to be reminded of Ar-ra'd : 28.

I laugh when strangers say they know me

What you see depends on how much I reveal so no, don't you even think you know me, or what is up with me.
- @catwomanizer

A Growing Seed

Just had ITP TOEFL test this morning, then go back to office for our new students admission test. Now I am sitting at my seat alone while it's raining outside. Everyone has gone home earlier, one of them even has back home at 9 o'clock for whatever reason despite the responsibility given. So many things annoys me today, and i can't help but think what is wrong? Why it has to be like this now? How this place could changed that much? And why am I take this so seriously? I mean, I could just act like I don't care but I do care. It was my interest, my flower seed. I try my best to grow it, i learn how to water, give it enough sunlight, fertilizer and everything. I take a very good care of the pot. I won't let anyone with dirty hand touch it before they use some sanitizer. I don't own the pot nor the seed but previously we took care of it together. Now when new people come, they don't give a crap about how to water it or how much fertilizer needed. My seed has become a bud and soon will bloom. But they also don't think about it. They water it when they want, put it in sunlight when they remember, fertilize it when they feel like to. But often they just leave and let me handle it without even tell me what to do. I try my best to keep it grows, but i probably must leave it soon. And i hope some better people come to the rescue and save my seed. I'll be happy to see the flowers even from a distance.

Enjoy your weekend, fellas.

:)

Foto Del Dia

You know you are addicted to your Smartphone when you suddenly found this photo in your other phone's images folder without even realizing when does this photo was taken.