1001 Ways To Be Happy Part.1

At my office, friday break time is held at 11.30 am to 13.30 pm. For us girls that's a lot of time to be wasted for lunch only. So, some girls are spend it to go to mall, have a lunch a little far away, etc. But i like to have my friday break with my own way which is stay at my desk :D. Why? Because that time everyone isn't around so i can play songs loudly at my computer and, ehm, sing a long also loudly. Hehe.. I really love it.. A friend of mine at office once asked me: Don't you feel bored being the only one at office while other people are having fun with their free time? I just smiled from ear to ear and said: I'm having fun too, just so you know.. hehehehe..

Maaf, numpang curhat..

Pengen nulis. Banget. Pengen cerita banyak. Pengen nge-post. Pengen ngisi tumblr. Pengen bikin cerpen, cerbung, atau novel sekalian. Tapi ntah kapan. Sekalinya ketemu weekend cucian numpuk, setrikaan menggunung, kamar kayak kapal pecah, buku banyak yang belum dibaca, tontonan bagus-bagus, belum lagi kalau harus menjalankan tugas sebagai pacar yang baik, kakak yang baik, adik yang baik, anak yang baik, teman yang baik, tante yang baik. Eh, gak kerasa udah hari senin lagi, batal deh menuangkan ide-ide yang udah numpuk di kepala. Kadang-kadang bisa nge-post kalau lagi di kantor, itu juga kalau kerjaan lagi gak numpuk di meja (which is jarang banget).

Yah sekedar brief news, saat ini Liga-liga Eropa libur :'(, kalau pulang kerja capek biasanya tetap excited karena midweek atau weekend ada pertandingan sepakbola. Sekarang kalau capek ya capek aja gak ada obatnya.. huhu.. Penawar lelah buat aku cuma ada 2: Sepakbola dan Anak Kecil. Tapi ketemu Ibas udah jarang. Kadang-kadang kalau lagi beruntung bisa ketemu anaknya temen2 kantor, tapi gak cukup :'( (maybe i need to have one :P).

Yang jelas aku baru menemukan lagi pelajaran hidup. Bahwa di dunia kerja sangat sulit mencari sahabat sejati. Batas antara kawan dan lawan remang-remang. Boleh berteman tapi jangan berharap mereka selalu ada, selalu mendukung, selalu menginginkan yang terbaik untukmu. Kembali lah ke sahabat-sahabatmu di luar lingkungan kerja. Sahabat-sahabat yang sudah ada sejak lama. Yang ada di masa-masa paling sulit hidupmu dan tentu ada juga di saat-saat bahagiamu. Mereka itu sahabatmu, bukan orang-orang yang kamu temui setiap hari.

Orang-orang itu, yang 8 to 5 bersamamu, walaupun gak semuanya berniat jahat tapi lingkungan, situasi, dan kondisi yang membuat setiap individu harus berusaha sendiri menjaga dirinya baik-baik kalau mau survive di dunia kerja. Haha.. terdengar menakut-nakuti ya? Tapi itu terjadi, so hati-hati..

6 bulan yang lalu aku berpikir bahwa hubungan interpersonal itu bisa dipercaya. Tahap berkenalan-bertegur sapa-saling gali informasi-saling curhat-merasa dekat-saling dukung akhirnya akan lives happily ever after. Ternyata tidak, di dalamnya gak ada faith, gak ada believe, gak ada love. Butuh banyak hal disamping pertemuan setiap hari untuk membuat dua orang individu saling mengenal dan mempercayai.

Sekarang aku gak mau banyak berharap, aku akan nice sama semua orang. Aku akan bantu kalau mereka butuh pertolongan tapi aku gak mengharapkan persahabatan, itu too much to ask. Keluargaku dan teman-teman sejatiku, mereka lebih butuh perhatian dan kasih sayangku. :))

What I've Learned From Life

Humans are not to be trusted. Gak peduli seberapa dekat kamu dengan mereka, seberapa lama kamu bersama mereka, seberapa baik mereka terlihat, seperti apapun penampilan mereka, entah berjilbab besar, preman, wajah polos, orang kaya, orang miskin, pendidikan tinggi, gak berpendidikan, atau apapun. I repeat: apapun. Never reveal yourself too much. Trust Allah SWT instead.

For You Guys!!

"Treat your girl right or other man will"

-Pevita Pearce on her Twitter (though i believe she doesn't invent it by herself)-

of kids, flowers, and durian

-of kids-

I lust over kids. Even more lately. Is this a sign or what?

I know several people have said that i can be a very good kindergarten teacher. But i didn't know that i could really in love with kids this much. I can fall in love with them even in my first meeting. Kids are too cute for word, too honest and pure. Everytime they see me through my eyes i feel like they are scanning my soul. They can see what inside us, inside heart.

Nah, coincidentally, i've met so many kids lately. All of them are my friend's children. And i love them all.

First, i'll introduce Nasywa, my boss' daughter. She is so smart, sweet, and mature. Such a lovely girl.

(i made her a picture of herself and she didn't bother bring it home with her because she said it's ugly and her mother wouldn't like it. *rolleyes)

Number two there is Alma. Mbak Dina's daughter. She is very very pretty, a kind of girl whose face won't make you get bored to stare at. And she is also very playful and smart. She would welcome a stranger very well. Poor Alma just got typhus at the day i took this picture.. :(

(she was eating, so her mouth full of rice :D)

(i gave Alma this pretty Snow White figure key chain, she adores Disney Princess just like me :))

Numero tres and cuatro are Pak Abdi's sons, Fachrie and Fayadh. God!! they are handsome, cute, and typical boys (you know mischievous etc). But i like them, really. I couldn't get a better picture of this two brothers, sorry :(.

(this one is Fachrie)

(and this one is Fayadh)

(cuteness overload)

At this rate i need to be careful if i'm going to meet another workplace friend's children or i can make a brigade full of boys and girl.

-flowers-

Other obsession is flower. I love staring at flowers for hours and still don't get why they can be such a very pretty creature. Even the fake ones could be so fascinating and mysterious. I've taken so many photos of flower with my shitty phone-cam at office, drugstore, roadside, home etc. And i'll share here. I'll let you guess which ones are fake and which ones are real.

-and durian-

People are freaking crazy about Durian. Durian is everywhere. Literally. Just take a buss and go around Lampung you'll see it in EVERY single roadside.

I'm not really into Durian, nevertheless i did eat them because of the hype. Ok, i think i need to hit the gym ASAP.

Bye.