Right On Time

 "Eci, If I let you live in Jakarta, will you follow my rules?"

Right after I had left every decision to my creator through my future husband. Right when there's only resignation left inside my heart.

My previous post should have been a farewell, a goodbye to my childhood dream, but apparently God has another plan on me. And to double it, God gives me a better plan (insyaallah).

We're engaged now and I'm more than excited to start a new life with him.

Alhamdulillah.

(Love the sunshine effect <3 )

A farewell, maybe.

Some dreams are just too good to be true.

There is this ocean called heart, have you heard?

Never depends on someone else for your happiness because nobody is responsible for your happiness. People are exist in your life just to give some colors. People come and go, they hurt you and love you, they give you good times and bad times. We shouldn't ask them to guarantee our own happiness 24/7 because they can't. Nobody capable of that, neither do I. If I keep waiting for someone to give me happiness then I could live unhappy everyday for what they've done to me. At the end of the day, I just have to crawl back to my heart where unlimited happiness waiting to be perceived.

Guess I just have to be reminded of Ar-ra'd : 28.