My Valedictory

Hi people..

I'm not in the mood of writing.
My current mood is: sad. :'(

I'm not ready to tell you why,
but this Duffy song more or less can explain what i fell rite now..

I'm Scared
by Duffy

The blank pages of my diary
That I haven't touched since you left me
The closed blinds in my home
See no light or day
Dust gathers on my stereo
Cause I can't bare to hear the radio
The piano sits in a shaded space
With a picture of your face

I'm scared to face another day
Coz' the fear in me just won't go away
In an instance
You were gone
And now I'm scared.

Coffee stains on your favourite book
Remind me of you so I can't take a look
The magazines you left on the floor
You won't need them anymore
A towel left hanging on the wall
No sign of wet footsteps in the hall
There's no smell of your sweet cologne
I'm lying here alone

I'm scared to face another day
Coz' the fear in me just won't go away
In an instance
You were gone
And now I'm scared.

I'm scared to face another day
Coz' the fear in me just won't go away
In an instance
You were gone
And now I'm scared.

In an instance you were gone
I'm scared.....

Hope i can say goodbye to sadness ASAP..
bye.

Breaking News: It is a BREAKUP!

Gak tau ya, kalau kalian baca post gw kali ini pasti bakal mikir: 'duh gk penting bgt si'( emang post2 sebelumnya ada yang penting gt? ;p). Tapi ini penting, buat gw setidaknya. Well, gw baru denger kalau Raditya Dika dan Sherina putus. Huhuhu hatiku pecah berkeping2 (lebay deh lo!). Sebenarnya sih gw udah nebak dari pas gw baca twit si radit yang isinya:

"The more breakups u have, the more u question the universe: is there such thing as "love"
4:38 AM May 11th via UberTwitter"

Setelah gw baca twit itu gw langsung buka profile page dia dong dan ternyata background twitternya udah gak yg gendong-gendongan itu lagi, diganti dengan radit sendirian masih dengan kostum yg sama. Seolah-olah melambangkan mereka lagi main berdua terus Sherinanya pergi meninggalkan Radit sendirian dengan tampang bingungnya. Uh uh uh.. Gw coba buka twitter Sherina dan background dia pun sudah berubah. Dari situ gw nyimpulin sendiri kalau mereka udah putus. Gw googling dan belum ada berita tentang mereka putus. Berita-berita terakhirnya masih tentang website Radit di-hack. Saat itu gw masih berharap gw cuma salah tebak. Tapi setelah itu muncul twit lain dari Sherina terus berita2 di infotainment. Dan akhirnya post di website Radit. :'(

Mereka yang putus kok gw yg sedih? Gk tau ya, tapi gw emang suka sama Radit dan gw juga suka sama Sherina. And i love to see them together. Menurut gw mereka pasangan yang gak biasa dan mereka berdua punya kepribadian yang gak biasa juga. Two great personalities meet each other would makes a great relationship, isn't it? Tapi ternyata tidak. Gw belajar banyak dari ini.

Well, Raditya Dika if you read this, i just want you to know that someday you'll find "the one". And you too Sherina... :)


PS: Tidak ada maksud apapun dalam pembuatan post ini selain menunjukkan kesedihan saya atas berpisahnya dua orang favorit saya. hehe..

Govern-nuts

Everytime i watch news on tv i always think about this: 'will they ever stop?'

Will the media stop broadcast those news? or will the news maker stop making the news? I don't know. All i know is as long as people still breathing they won't stop doing whatever they doing right now. Violence, terrorism, corruption, war, scandal, pretence, anarchy....... ooh i'm tired.. we're tired...


Quote of the day:

Giving money and power to government is like giving whiskey and car keys to teenage boys. ~P.J. O'Rourke

versus

We are imperfect. We cannot expect perfect government. ~William Howard Taft

Well, you decide!
Happy thursday!
xoxo

Lucky 55

Yesterday (11-05-2010) was my daddy's 55th birthday. Yeah, he was born in 1955 and now he's 55 years old. What a number right? My sister had bought a cake the day before. So, at 12.30 am my sister waken me up. We lighten up the 5 and 5 candles then we sang "Selamat Ulang Tahun" song beside his bed. At first he didn't notice what really happened but after he got all of his consciousness, he started to look surprised. Well, the night ended with chocolate clinging at everyone's teeth.. hehehe..

So, i just wanna say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA.

I HOPE AT YOUR 55th YEAR IN THIS WORLD YOU WILL BE ABLE TO REACH YOUR BIGGEST DREAM.

ACCOMPLISH THE 5th ISLAM PILLAR.

HAJ PILGRIMAGE TO BAITULLAH

INSYAALLAH

I love you more than you know.