Desperate (no more)

(I put similar pic as my Blackberry Messenger display picture yesterday and my friends were all teased, huh that bitc*es :P)

Hello peeps,

The last time i post was all about broken heart but i barely couldn't believe that i almost done with all of that :D. I'm really happy now and i feel like a completely new person. I think i'm ready to move on and start a very new chapter of my life. I'm moving on. I have new spirit, new motivation, and most importantly new dreams (or let's call it old dreams resurrected).

Yesterday, i had my very first lecturing experience. The class is start at 13.30pm and butterflies was all over my stomach at 12.00pm. But everything turned out well, that was a fun experience and i'm so excited to do it again next week. There's a kind of satisfaction when i see the students interested in what i gave to them, asked many questions, and also answered my questions. Happy feeling which couldn't be redeemed with all money in the world. Hehe.. That was only a day, my first day and i already over the moon, i hope i can maintain this feeling and always have the same excitement everytime i doing my job. Amiin.

Things that made me happy these days also including final Thesis examination of 3 postgraduate students in my Institute! We made it! After two years we finally got Our first MTI! :)) I feel like a proud Mama, hahaha.. Hope there will be more in years to come!!

(Nothing is so fatiguing as the eternal hanging on of an uncompleted task. Alhamdulillah, this uncompleted task of mine that had been hanging on like forever is finally finished. Yay! I made the preface loh, hehe)

You know with all mess that happened in my life, i need a new life map, a new plan for my future. I'm rearranging it now :) i know what i want and i believe i can do this. All i have to do is keep on learning, work hard, pray much, and then let Allah do the rest.

Lastly, i only ask for one more thing: Wish there will be someone who has similar dream and wants to make it come true with me, together, forever :). Amiin.. amiin.. amiin..

Ok, have a good day! Cheers for the future!

PS: I start playing online game again, it's the sims social that have my heart right now. Hehe.. But i promise i won't be too addicted. Or not :P