I laugh when strangers say they know me

What you see depends on how much I reveal so no, don't you even think you know me, or what is up with me.
- @catwomanizer

A Growing Seed

Just had ITP TOEFL test this morning, then go back to office for our new students admission test. Now I am sitting at my seat alone while it's raining outside. Everyone has gone home earlier, one of them even has back home at 9 o'clock for whatever reason despite the responsibility given. So many things annoys me today, and i can't help but think what is wrong? Why it has to be like this now? How this place could changed that much? And why am I take this so seriously? I mean, I could just act like I don't care but I do care. It was my interest, my flower seed. I try my best to grow it, i learn how to water, give it enough sunlight, fertilizer and everything. I take a very good care of the pot. I won't let anyone with dirty hand touch it before they use some sanitizer. I don't own the pot nor the seed but previously we took care of it together. Now when new people come, they don't give a crap about how to water it or how much fertilizer needed. My seed has become a bud and soon will bloom. But they also don't think about it. They water it when they want, put it in sunlight when they remember, fertilize it when they feel like to. But often they just leave and let me handle it without even tell me what to do. I try my best to keep it grows, but i probably must leave it soon. And i hope some better people come to the rescue and save my seed. I'll be happy to see the flowers even from a distance.

Enjoy your weekend, fellas.

:)

Foto Del Dia

You know you are addicted to your Smartphone when you suddenly found this photo in your other phone's images folder without even realizing when does this photo was taken.

Marching

Hello folks! Happy Sunday!

I'm happy that everything is going back to normal. My sister is home already after her 40 days obligatory social action internship. The house is full, the joy is filled. Nothing beats having all members of family gathered around. :))

I also love that I'm back being my motivated self, you know, after being so distracted with craziness which caused by certain person. Now, i try to put attention only for things that are matters such as family and friends, my relationship, and most importantly, my own self.

Just some random things about me lately:
1. I weight 60 Kilos, ladies and gentleman!!! Diet start today!!! Um.. or Monday. Oh, well.
2. Replaying Adele - Someone Like You for thousand times a day. Why does that song could be so darn addictive? Also, another addictive stuff? 9GAG, that is.
3. I'm going to take TOEFL ITP test by next Saturday, hope the score could reach my target.
4. It's March, means only two months left. Hahaha.
5. I couldn't stop eating strawberries.
6. I want Samsung Galaxy Note!! HAHA.
7. Need to clean Coral off after her Jakarta adventure. :D

Bye now!

*kisses*

There is a reason why a ring finger named a ring finger.

Well, simply because it wears a ring.

I used to wore a ring in my ring finger and it took so long to get used to when I had to let my ring go. Then I am thinking why didn't I buy my ring finger a ring? And comes the time where I wanted to give a little present to my own self because of what it has done lately. You know for being so courageous, breaking her own limit, and try a little harder. When I was looking around I found this cute simple ring for daily wear. And it costs just fit in my almost bankrupt bank account. Hehe.

Surprisingly, I didn't expect it could produce such happiness. I am so happy to have this little gift from my self. Like, it means a lot.

:)

Photo Del Dia

This photo was taken at my friend's wedding reception. 06.01.2012.

It's raining and it's Sunday..

I should have feel comfortable inside my warm bedroom, chilling, drinking hot chocolate and munching cookies. But I am not. I feel so tired and my mind is anywhere but here. I remember of how annoying yesterday was. I'm fed up with that place and the people in it. How can i let my self trapped so long there? I have no idea. I don't want to becoming one of them, for the God sake, hell no. Tonight I must go to Palembang to finish some stuff. Going there is the last thing i want do when I actually have something more important to care about. Especially with all those mess related to this trip. I'm all like ~meh. But a duty is a duty. In the name of professionalism, just consider it's done.

I have plan about these whole situation, about my future, and all i need is a little courage. Yes, a courage to take the risks and all consequences from my choice. I have three months left. I still am going to do my best, like I always do. But I won't care anymore, if they don't want to show any responsibility as they must have shown, then let it be. I will only care about my main job and stop trying so hard to "build" this place. Enough is enough.

Everything just went wrong and all i have been doing (other than doing my main job) is connecting person with person, person with their responsibility, person with their duties. WTF? Let's stop talking about this or i don't know if i could managed to stop rant.

Well, i probably will have a Bappenas TPA test by the next Sunday. I need the minimum score 550. wish me luck. I guarantee that this week will be the busiest week ever. I need to stay healthy both physically and mentally which means i have to stay away from trouble for a moment. To be specific, I will protect my self from any contact with that certain immature yet irrational woman. She seemed like quiet now, but who knows what a person with the potential to harm people could do. Wish me another luck.

Ok, i have to pack my bag.

See ya peeps, enjoy your beautiful Sunday (because i don't have one)! :)